I keep having this feeling like I’m not doing something really important that needs to be done. I’m a little overwhelmed. In part, I have exaggerated the importance of meaningless things. I have bought into the ridiculous idea that if I try hard enough, I can someday ‘catch up.’ Who am I racing? And is anyone really ahead of me? What would I do if I won the race? I am in need of peace. I want to be the tortoise who constantly plods along, never running, and somehow, miraculously wins the race. I need the peace described in John 14:27 (look it up at www.biblegateway.com).